Yesterday made you realize that courage is something to be earned, not given.

Anep (same age as you) could and should have long ago quit.

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He took law, after a year, dropped it.
Went for diploma in architecture. Worked for couple of years. Continued degree, where you were in the same studio with him.

1st semester, he was devastated, girlfriend broke up and left him.

2nd semester, his two left fingers were chopped off from an accident in our timber workshop. And he is kidal. He lost one whole year of study for recovery.

3rd semester, he was diagnosed with Hepatitis B but a rare case, was transferred to 3 different hospitals. Admitted for the whole semester.

4th semester, he had broken right leg from an accident.

5th semester, his new girlfriend is diagnoses with bone cancer stage 3.

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I mean, like seriously...