Funny how you binge-listening to Casey and Candice Neistat podcast for almost 3hours now, having to realise what marriage life is all about and what deep shit they went through only to realize that hey, you don't even have a boyfriend to begin with.

It's like you are almost finish packing your stuff, all booked and checked but like, where the fuck is your travel partner?

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And you can't lie but you really enjoyed cari barang baby untuk baby Uji the other day. And when you held Uji's baby in your arm, you know you would want one. (not that you'd want one straight away after marriage... settle down dulu...)

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And you're like, umm...
"am I getting married anytime soon? Coz it feels like it. But like, how?

this is fucking scary."