HABIH META

Hudaaa

Kau boleh, Huda.

You used to be able to lanyak MATURA, even Austrians pun fail kot Matura. You used to be able to pass Latin in 2 years. You used to be able to pi skolah pagi macam biasa and malam for extra german class, so you could catch up with the Austrians.

You used to be a basketball player and fought in many tournaments at 12. You used to be able cari apartment all by yourself and did all the admin works in german. You used to do all the banking works in german.

You were able to convince MARA to extend your loan when you changed from engineering to architecture when clearly it langgar kontrak. You translated 37 pages of german university syllabus to english.

You lived alone for 6 years in Austria with no Malaysian bachelor students of your age. You made friends with the other foreigners. You used to tahan being laughed and mocked at. You were able to change the perception of one super racist proffessor to at last liking and cheering up for you when you passed the german C1 certificate.

You used to be able to make good photos and interesting shots.

You used to be admired by the gangsters of your school for God knows whatever reason.

You used to babysit at night and attend classes in the morning.

You helped Kristina with the Takao-crisis that broke in the United Nation and almost made her kill herself.

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dan ya, kau gagal banyak gila babi. Failure after failure yang sumpah tak boleh brain.

But your family can't afford you to be a lunatic, ok?

Stop being selfish, Huda. Help yourself out so you can help others.