Demam yang severe pun rasa macam sihat sikit lepas habis presentation 3D Modelling. Literally kau rasa boleh bernafas balik. Sumpah. Buktinya, walaupun kau mengah, semput, batuk tak henti, physically breakdown, kau still menggagahkan diri jalan kaki sejam balik rumah because u just want to feel every damn free second u just got... paham tak bebas?
Malam tu kau just baring atas katil, tak mahu fikir apa-apa...
'How was your day?'
'I finished the last presentation before the christmas holidays. Not a good one. It was bad actually, but i just couldn't stand it anymore, Kristina. I have sooo my things to do, but at least the next presentations and submissions are after christmas.
'I know.'
'I wanted to vomit. But I had this most amazing artificial temporary happiness after the presentation.'
'It's horrible.'
Dan hari ni hari isnin. Tak sedar 5 hari dah berlalu since the last 3months-marathon-slaughter-house programme, which was rabu lepas.
Hari ni aku dikejutkan dengan mimpi berdepan dengan kerja-kerja aku yang serba tak jadi dan muka-muka prof-prof yang tak puas hati serta perasaan rasa nak bunuh diri. Rasa terlampau real mimpi tu. Mengigil badan pagi tadi, ni ke trauma?
Buatkan kau teringat kata-kata kau pada Kristina tempoh hari.
'It's the most amazing artificial temporary happiness.'
Ini rupanya rasa artificial...
sekejap rupanya temporary tu...
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