MM #39 - OHRWURM

At last, Slide full version kluar YouTube.

What took you so long, Mr. Harris?

Beraya lama sangat eh

Thoughts #64 - PARASITE

Weißt du das Gefühl, als wäre du ein Schmarotzer selbst in deiner eingenen Familie?

Weil du ja 26 bist, und noch finanziell von deinen Eltern abhängig bist

um mit deinem Studium abzuschließen
um ein Dach über deinem Kopf zu haben
um dein Bauch zu füllen
um deinen Darm zu befriedigen.

Und deine kleinste Schwester, mit 21, ist schon fertig mit allen. Sie bekommt pro Monat einen ausgesuchten ausgezeichneten Gehalt.

Und du fragst dich, was macht jetzt dieser Schmarotzer zu Hause, die ihre eigene Mutter täglich belasten?

WISH #17 - BEHIND THE SCENE

to be a part of a professional production team, be it for animation, advertistment, movie, documentary or more.

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have always loved watching behind the scene of great productions.

professional nak mati baq hang...

WISH #16 - NUSANTARA

to travel the entire Indonesia, meet the people especially the rural area, and be mesmerized by its glorious culture and nature.

to learn the proper way of speaking bahasa Indonesia.

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ni kalau dapat settle down Indo pun not bad ni.

Thoughts #63 - GRENZE

Many things, if it weren't forbidden, you would have done them, long ago.

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And that is to say,

You are my Master,
and so I surrender.

Thoughts #62 - SONGSANG 2

How would you know, if you tengah bukak tudung dalam toilet, your aurat exposed and a transgender walked in?

You thought she was a woman.

Thoughts #61 - SONGSANG

If you were to choose between a gay man and a lesbian woman to be your housemate or lagi tricky roommate, which one would you choose?

Dari segi aurat, that woman akan bernafsu bila tengok kau. So there goes your security and privacy.
That gay man wouldn't give a damn.

But biologically, he can get you pregnant and she can't.

Acano tu?

UND WER?

HAHAHAHAHAAAA

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Ok boleh stop gelak.

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Sebab tak jumpa-jumpa.

Vienna #72 - DEPRESSION

It is never a good idea to unpack your bitter memory while you are in your period.

You will get too depress.

Banyak benda tak settle lagi dengan diri.

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Awat la susah sangat nak dapat oksigen di saat-saat gawat ni...

Vienna #71 - SPACE

One of the blessings (out of many disguises) in Vienna is that

you get your own territory. Even if it's only 21m²,

but it's enough.

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MM #40 - ROTE FREUNDIN

Period pain is a serious shit.

all women should be given privilege of a free one week professional thai spa and massage every month.

Sakit bodo.

Sakit gila.

Sakit nak mati.

Ssaa...

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Ok da mati.

WWK #27 - OUTCAST

Every single time, lepas habis call Kristina, you always had this one question in mind

where is actually home?

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sometimes you just don't really know where you belong. where to fit in.

WWK #26 - INTERPRETATION

Once Kristina gave you Lindt Dark Chocolate Chili flavoured for your birthday, to which you asked why,

'sebab kau sweet tapi pahit jugak dalam masa yang sama. Dan kau spicy.'

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what ever that means...

Beauty and the Beast 3

The only reason to why Gaston could successfully gather the entire village to kill the beast is because they were all driven by fear.

Fear of the Unknown.

It was not because of hatred. How can you hate something you have never seen? The entire mob had never even encounter the beast.

Bila kau tak tahu sesuatu tu, kau jadi takut, gelabah. Kau jadi defensive dan mula develop benci.

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Agaknya sebab tu kadang kau takut dengan future. Coz you don't know what's gonna happen. You fear the unknown.

Beaut and the Beast 2

Lesson you can take from Beauty and the Beast is that

he was a beast. And all beasts have hope. coz pintu taubat tu luas. And if you are a beast, for goodnesssake, tak yah sorok la... embrace it and channel it to the right way.

and that maybe not all pretty women are bitches. Some have sense, not the helplessly acah² baik, guna otak and fearless.

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Emma Watson ni makan jamu apa la gojes gini dari dulu.

Beauty and the Beast

"A broken clock is right two times a day."

(Dlumier, Beauty and the Beast)

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Even if you hate that someone, there's always some truth in what ever he/she says. Even if it's inintentional.

So, turunkan ego dan telan. Boleh?

Thoughts #60 - KOPF HOCH

7 tahun Dia jaga kau survive sorang-sorang,

so what makes you think He can't take care of you for the next 2 years?

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Have faith. Mehr nicht.

WWK #25 - WIEN 2

'Jadi singgah Vienna tak?'
'Jadi. Aku fly sorang. Tapi sehari ja. Settlekan bank n Uni.'
'Kenapa tak lama?'
'Sebab bukan duit aku.'

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That moment, when you are 26 and still financially dependant. Looser nya ya Ampuuun.

TARIK NAFAS

The beauty of travelling and helping the less fortunate is that

you tend to realize that there are things in life far greater than the longing to be loved by the creation (read: partner soulmate kejadah yg hang dok cari tak jumpa² itu, wahai Huda)

You realized that The Creator alone is enough.

Focus your entire life solely on Him and He'll take care of the rest.

Khalas. خلاص

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So, buckle up, dan marilah kita travel 3 minggu straight cuci otak. Diikuti dgn jaga Kak Intan.

Allah plan baik punya dah nak cuci otak hang.

Start enjin 26 elok², kita mula gear 1 dulu jom, Huda :)

WERK IT

That moment when you looked into the mirror and all you saw is karipap face, donuts tights and muffin belly.

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Moh le kite ke gym. Let's dance like there's no tomorrow

Layar #15 - SPLIT

When you strongly have the urge untuk tengok psyco-movie dan takut nak tengok sorang-sorang plus no one is around,

then you tarik your ummi paksa dia tengok sekali

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even if it's 1 am,

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and at 4.30am she'd had to drive pick up iman at klia.

JANGAN MENANGIS // TERIMA KASIH by aizat amdan

Hoi aizat...
Lirik hang tulih ni haih...

Terkesan akak okeh.

Terima kasih.

KHALAS

Sabr is not remaining quiet and allowing anger to build up inside you.

Sabr is to talk about what's bothering you without loosing control of your emotions.

(Nouman Ali Khan)

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to which why you confessed, because you wanted it to be clear.

Black or white.

Yes or no.

because you don't want to be caught up in your own emotions.

because, sabr...

sabr needs honesty. kejujuran.

and at least, you are honest with yourself. So you regret nothing

Thoughts #59 - SEMPURNA

Why do Allah let us seek love from the imperfections, when our hearts yearn for perfection?

Kenapa Allah tanamkan that sayang feeling towards someone, when you know all along that you'd not be contented by them? Even worst, you'd be hurt by them even?

PENUH

"everybody dancing in the moonlight"

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missing those days, where daurahs were essentials.

when naik bas 18jam was a type of sacrifice.

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just that you'd love to find those who'd dance in the same rhythm as you.

Thoughts #58 - YA AMPUNN

have always prefered cekak musang over teluk belanga...

Especially the black ones...

boleh pengsan

melihat

ciptaan Tohan yg Maha Agong itu.

WEH BEIM LIEBEN

every time you fell
remind yourself
that he of someone else
that she hang on to him still
that they wait for each other

so when you fell
stand up
walk away
dear heart

for you are on the wrong spot
you don't belong there

walk
and keep moving on

Positiv #1 - DEUTSCH HILFT

That moment, when you watch Hidden Figures in german with no problem, and you realized what your hidden satisfactions are.

Syabas. Boleh tepuk bahu sendiri...

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... dan kembali ke gym, wahai makhluk.

Body dan health hang still bawah satisfactory lagi. Pui.

Thoughts #57 - ABNEHMEN

Banyak benda dalan dunia ni kita kena sabar...

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Contohnya, sabar bila lemak nak cair
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Sabar
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Jangan sampai akak panggang diri sendiri

15th june

1st time dalam hidup sambut birthday nangis sorang-sorang kat bucu katil.

Coz you just cannot digest, what went wrong.

Why still in this state?

Coz you have been aiming 26 for so long

For your multiple life goals to be achieved

For your hopes to be fulfilled

For your victory to be celebrated

And somewhat

All that was shattered .... not by any evil enemy nor monster...

But by you. Your own self.

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Terduduk jap, tunduk. Malu.