Archi #27 - Studio Gebäudelehre

The only good thing about studio is that your perut went drastically kempis-ed.

Archi #27 - Studio Gebäudelehre

The only good thing about studio is that your perut went drastically kempis-ed.

LU #2 - REPEATING THE PAST ?

Liebe Ummi,

you must have missed bendang with Tok Wan and Tok Ah yelling at you. You must have waited like hell for Mak Chaq's letters. You must have cried inside seeing your bank statement. You must have hated english just like how i hate german. You must have doubt chemistry?

You must have wanted to talk to Him. And Him to hug you and say, it's alright.

liebe Grüße,
dein Erstes

Circle #3 - RASAKSA ? RAKSASA ?

Disebabkan unggun api kami semalam sangatlah besar (mampu memanaskan 25 orang budak... hitam...) di tambah pula langit yang hitam pekat, you just can't help but to stare at those huge monster in front of you sambil tergamam. Beautiful. Rasa macam kapasiti deria pendengaran semua shift kepada penglihatan semalam.

'Oh my God... They all have the same pattern in consuming those wooden sticks.'

1st time amaze dengan api, bara especially. Patut la agama majusi ni wujud.

Archi #26 - ARCHI SGT ~

Semalam fail buat/bina unggun api, susun tuku apatah lagi. Ada hati nak masuk studio Gebäudelehre (Building Theory) esok. Pfft...

Patut la exam Hochbau (structural engineering) tak pass-pass, 2 kali fail. Prinsip Urwald drei Stäbchen aufeinander ke laaauuuut.

Dah. Aku nak balik, kawen, jaga lembu.

Thoughts #18 - DIE ANGST

Most of the people's choices in their everyday life are driven by fear.

Just like greed, fear have the exact same power. The moment the enemy knows you have no fear (nor greed), depa awal-awal minta berdamai dan berjabat tangan.

Not because they acknowledge you. They know they just can't buy you.

Bijak.

LU #1 - VERTRAUEN

Liebe Ummi,

ehrlich gesagt, kann ich mir überhaupt nicht vorstellen, wie du mich hier in Österreich allein verlassen hast. Dein Vertrauen an Ihm musste so groß sein wie der Berg von Everest, oder noch größer... doch, größer.

Du bist die Erste, die mir Tawakkal beigebracht hast.

liebe Grüße,
dein Erstes

Circle #2 - UNGGUN API

Mereka dari Czech Republic, France, Poland, Germany dan Austria turun padang.

Selalunya aku lemas dengan manusia (ironi utk Extrovert mcm aku)

Tapi tak dengan hati-hati yang sincere ni :)
Makin dewasa, makin kau tolak segala drama. Makin kau cari something concrete to invest all your potentials and capabilities on to.

Thoughts #17 - SAME SHIT

Agaknya sebab tu kot Al-Quran tu ever green.

It tacles the essence of the problems while dates, venue, and nations are almost neglected. To show that, you people've been facing the same freaking problem day in day out.

Sampai iblis pun naik boring siyut.

Ameen #9 - BYE, CAMOUFLAGE

One of the greatest gift that He gives us are siblings and our similarities and differences, within the boundaries of our commonness.

To know that, there is someone like you on the other part of the world, facing the exact same essence of the problem, but with different situation, age, generation and gender.

It is not that we are trying to be different, neither do we want to get out of the main stream. It is just that when you decide to be you, you realize that everywhere else are mere pretentious.

Vienna #27 - STUDENT AGENCY BUS

Naik bas ke Czech Republic dan keliru samada hang naik bas atau kapal terbang.

Dengan tambang bas hanya sejumlah €13, anda berpeluang menikmati servis minuman percuma yang diserve secara individu kerusi ke kerusi, wifi percuma sambil menikmati keselesaan kerusi kulit, tandas, surat khabar (boleh acah-acah baca buat-buat faham bahasa czech), pelbagai pilihan movie dan musik.

Ni memang minggu depan depa ada election ke macam mana

Vienna #26 - CARI PASAL

Para Joyah dan Dolah di sini tak ubah seperti Kesatuan Eropah. Seperti tin kosong, bila di ketuk paling kuat bunyinya, sedangkan isinya tiada.

Ameen #8 - MIHO, ANAK ABAH

'Abah balik subuh tadi nampak Tam tido atas perut Miho. Anak-anak Miho yang lain pun tido sekali dengan Tam.' mesej abah di subuh hari, sedang anak sulungnya di bumi sebelah sana masih lagi tak settle-settle isya'.

Tam, seekor bayi buangan, yatim-piatu. Tang mana ntah tiba-tiba wujud di kawasan rumah kami. Aku tuduh Pashi tak mau mengaku tu anak dia. Miho sebagai seorang ibu, bersedia menutup kesalahan anak jantannya itu. Dibelanya si Tam tu.

Hakikatnya, Miho dulu pun dibuang. Sebesar tapak tangan. Abah kutip dari sebuah restoran berdekatan tempat kerjanya.

Kadang, mereka yang pernah merasa ja yang tanpa berfikir panjang bersedia menghulurkan bantuan.

Archi #25 - ENTSCHULDIGUNG

'Ich kann es nicht mehr.'
'Keine Sorge. Nach dem Erschwernis kommt die Erleichterung. (94:6)'

Apabila dia yang 'kau rasa' paling jauh dengan agama cuba menenangkan kau dengan sepotong (terjemahan Jerman) ayatNya.

Dan apabila kau mula sedar, judgement yang kau lontarkan pada dia selama ni, walaupun ianya sekadar di dalam hati dan tak dilafazkan pun, ia tetap dikira judgement.

DAHAGAKAN PUJIAN?

"The sun doesn't ask for applause as it rises because that's what it's supposed to do."
-Anonymous-

Masalah manusia #12 - CINCAI 2

Kalau prof pun boleh ja sesuka hati mak pak dia koyak dan baling model kau, jangan kata solat kau Dia tak boleh baling ke muka kau kat sana nanti.

Cincai. Dia pun tau kau nak jumpa Dia ke tak tadi.

Masalah manusia #11 - CINCAI 1

Macam mana perasaan lepas jawab exam, macam tu juga lah perasaan yang  sama hadir lepas solat.

Boleh predict kot gagal ke lulus. diterima atau ditolak.

Masalah manusia #10 - KERING

1) Akaun kering (baca: minus utk bulan ke-3)

2) hati kering (baca: Sorry not sorry aku tak layan drama takda market. Tak payah susah2 jual kat aku. Not buying. Simpan saja gossip2 umpatan anda. Kalau rasa boleh bawak ngadap tuhan, ha silalah semua tu angkut sekali masuk kubur. Kot-kot kau ingat ada malaikat interested nak dengar.)

3) semester kering (baca: drop satu studio sebab x mampu dah nak push. Exhausted. Extend lagi sem...)

4) Ibadah kering (baca: mana pergi semua yang sunat selama ni kau pulun? Tinggal wajib ja...)

5) Motivasi kering (baca: gagal cubaan untuk mengawal depression... Ya Allah kenapa payah sangat ni)

6) badan kering (baca: constant dehydration)

Nota kecil: There are some people you just feel like to vomit seeing their faces. Like literally. All their characters burst out from every inch of their faces, from the eyes, the mouth everywhere. They just cant hide it. And you just cant help but to notice it. Pure disgust.

BRAIN FACTORY

Came across this from Fil's IG and found it so relevant till this day

"And the people in the houses,
all went to the university,
where they were put in boxes,
and they came out all the same,
and there's doctors and lawyers,
and bussiness executives,
and they're all made out of ticky tacky,
and they all look just the same."

-Little boxes, Malvina Reynolds-

NO GO

"We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them"

-Albert Einstein-

TIPU DIRI

"Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."
-Albert Einstein-

kalau rasa lifestyle yg digunapakai sekarang ni boleh bawa anda anak bini ke jannah, silalah istiqomah dengannya sehingga ke liang lahad.

UMMI

"I've always known my mom loves me

But will never know how much"

-matluthfi90-

Thouhts #16 - GARDEN OF EDEN

Truth is,
you never really were home.
All that was here,
a sanctuary,
for the journey home.

COUNT DOWN PUASA :)

"The hunger of the poor cannot be shared by clicking the share button.

Fasting like one might."

-Matluthfi90-

Circle #1 - BETTER

Fil:
Kita berdoa. Lalu Allah hantarkan insan-insan disisi kita yang kita sangkakan akan membantu kita capai impian, matlamat, doa kita selama ini. Bila tak dapat apa yang kita doakan, kita tersentak. Dah kenapa Allah hantar mereka ni untuk aku? Bukan depa tolong capai goal pun...

Walhal Allah menghantar mereka buat kita
menjawab doa kita
untuk menjelaskan
itu sebenarnya bukan goal kau.
Mari sini Aku tunjukkan yang lebih baik.

Kalaulah kita berfikir :)

Masalah manusia #9 - PERASAN

There's a fine line between direct and sarcasm. A german can be direct. But a malay could pretend that he/she kononnya adopt german's direct attitude and channel it in the most sarcastic way, paihtu claim kata hang direct.

Lawak apakah ini

Thoughts #15 - MAßSTAB

We live in a world where things are either so overrated or so underrated.

Apabila manusia yang menentukan skala.

Vienna #25 - MINUS

Seperti yang dijangka hampir 2 tahun yang lalu, hari sesak duit sedunia telah tiba. Dah 2 bulan berturut-turut minus ni. Terima kasih Allah atas peluang merasa kesempitan yang tak berapa nak sempit jikalau dibandingkan dengan orang lain.

Alhamdulillah :)

WWK #10 - RUSSIAN LOGIC

Aku: Dok sembang dengan Iju, come up dengan idea yang agak cool.

Kristina: Apa dia?

Aku: Ambil pengkhususan military. Iju dok mention pentagon, etc. Bahaya ke kau rasa?

Kristina: kalau kau design military building n military base untuk aku, kau orang 1st aku terpaksa bunuh.

Vienna #24 - SOALAN #23

Adakah aku baju-baju yang mewangikan atau cardigan yang diwangikan itu? Atau, bukan dua-duanya sekali.

Busuk, membusukkan atau dibusukkan.

Vienna #23 - tukang besi vs penjual minyak wangi

1Cardigan agak busuk yang lupa untuk dibasuh sekali bersama baju-baju lain itu aku lemparkan kembali ke dalam bakul. Bakul yang sama aku gunakan untuk mengangkat baju-baju bersih lagi wangi daripada dryer.

Seminggu tertunggak misi melipat baju. Time lipat baju baru sedar cardigan yang belum dibasuh itu masih di dalam bakul.

Aksi spontan mencium baunya. Hmm... wangi.